| Sunday, December 12th, 2010 |
| 2:43 pm |
I officially hate Christmas shopping.
Private to Luke, Kei, Sapphira, Tish and Brooke Okay, I can't leave the flat. There is no freaking way that I can be seen and people won't know I'm pregnant. |
| Monday, October 18th, 2010 |
| 4:12 pm |
I don't want to get married at Hogwarts. Just clearing that up. |
| Monday, October 4th, 2010 |
| 10:17 pm |
I think I've figured out a general idea for the bridesmaid/maid of honour dresses but I feel like a shopping trip is necessary. Tish? Sapph? You up for it?
Private to Luke Can you please bring home some popcorn, the real stuff you have to pop in a pan not the microwave stuff and some melon? You're amazing and I love you more than you can ever know (even if you don't bring me food). /Private
Private All the books and websites are telling me that feeling like I'm about to die is perfectly normal but I honestly don't see anything normal about sleeping twelve hours a day. I hate being so completely drained. And I hate the fact that I think I need to buy new bras. /Private |
| Saturday, September 25th, 2010 |
| 2:45 pm |
Okay, seriously, Hans the "Vampire" lead singer of that horrible band Fjord made me want to lose my dinner not that that's hard to do right now with that gorey costume. I think that the real vampires should sue. |
| Saturday, September 18th, 2010 |
| 11:45 am |
Private to KRAZY boys, Sapphira and Tish I don't know if this is something that I'm exactly supposed to do at this point as I'm still pretty in the dark detail-wise but the fact of the matter is that Luke and I might need you guys to help us out with the keeping the rest of the world in the dark for a while.
I'm pregnant.
No, Sapph and Tish, I haven't seen a doctor yet. I made an appointment and I'll see a regular Muggle OB since it'll keep things quiet for a while longer. |
| Wednesday, September 15th, 2010 |
| 5:04 pm |
Private to Luke Where are you? |
| Thursday, September 9th, 2010 |
| 11:43 pm |
Luke, I'm not feeling too great today. If you need me I'm hiding under the covers. |
| Tuesday, August 31st, 2010 |
| 11:55 pm |
Oh for Helga's sake!
Private to Sapph and Tish Before this wedding thing gets too out of hand I wanted to ask the two of you something. Sapph, there's really no question about who I want for my maid of honour. And Tish, would you be a brides maid? /end private |
| Friday, August 13th, 2010 |
| 1:32 pm |
So, I'm at a bit of a loss...does anyone besides me NOT see the word smirk as a negative word? This is a work related question but currently my flat is empty and I have no one else to ask. I want to say that someone smirked for an article but I'm afraid that people will think that the person in question meant something negative by his expression, which isn't the case.
Anyway...smirked...good word or bad word? |
| Tuesday, August 10th, 2010 |
| 12:47 pm |
Seriously, that's the best you can do? Ooooh Luke knocked me up...big scandal. People this isn't a scandal. Luke and I have been together for six years if we want to start having kids that's not exactly a surprise. That said so totally not the truth. |
| Sunday, July 11th, 2010 |
| 1:15 am |
Damn, it took six years for me to learn that my boyfriend only wants me because I'm ugly enough to make him look good. Nice to know, huh? |
| Wednesday, June 30th, 2010 |
| 1:14 am |
I'm back in London in case anyone cares. |
| Sunday, January 10th, 2010 |
| 12:56 am |
Private to Iona, Brooke and Sapphira I'm not that ugly, am I? /Private |
| Sunday, December 13th, 2009 |
| 10:30 pm |
The dance was fun and the cookie party looked fun too. So it seems like a good night last night for all involved. Thank you Brooke, your look was a success. Luke said I looked really good in red.
Luke I think back to who I was last year sometimes and can hardly believe that I've come so far. And I realise that a lot of it is because of you. So thanks. Plus, last night was...amazing. As always. I'm starting to wonder what it's going to be like when we go all the way when things are this intense now. Makes me eager in a lot of ways and a little scared too. I know that you're supposed to feel more once it's happened with someone you lov really care about. And sometimes I wonder if it's possible for me to care about you more than I do now.
I could probably have said those things to you but words are hard when they're spoken. Sometimes it's easier when you write them down. There's a song I want you to listen to over Holidays I think it explains what I mean pretty well. /Private
Private Should I tell him that I love him? /Private |
| Wednesday, November 18th, 2009 |
| 12:20 am |
I'm sitting in bed with a candle that is probably going to end up accidentally setting something on fire but I'm too excited to sleep. I think today is the best birthday I've ever had. My parents sent me a new pair of school shoes (which means no more detentions) and my friends gave me such wonderful gifts. Thank you everyone! I even got something from my Secret Santa which was nice.
And Luke. Luke deserves a paragraph all of his own. I honestly have the best, most thoughtful and sweet boyfriend ever. I don't know how I managed to luck out like that.
And everyone who helped Luke deliver my bracelet, thank you!
Private to Luke I meant all the things I just said publicly and I'm sorry if I embarrassed you with them, but they're true. And I didn't think, all the years that I had a crush on you that you'd ever notice me. I mean, you're so amazingly good looking and I'm pretty average. And then you talked to me at the Scamanader's party. You were my first kiss. Did you know that? I'd not even had a peck on the cheek from any boy before you. And I didn't think, even when we went out the first time and we snogged, that you would ever want to be my boyfriend. I feel so lucky.
And what happened tonight was amazing. I want to do it again.
I wish that it were okay for me to sneak up to your room right now. I just want to sleep against you. /End Private |
| Friday, November 13th, 2009 |
| 9:40 pm |
Private to Luke Where are you? I really need your calm right now. Iona's upset and there can only be one cause and I can't say anything and I want to. /End Private |
| Thursday, October 29th, 2009 |
| 11:53 pm |
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| Monday, October 26th, 2009 |
| 6:37 pm |
Private to Luke Don't let the things Arthur says get to you. He can make all the insinuations he wants. I, for one, never doubt that you're attracted to girls (and I'm starting to become quite familiar with the evidence). /End Private
Private to Sapphira, Brooke and Iona I'm not making any assumptions here, I just trust the three of you and if you haven't already made the decision are probably in the same boat that I'm in.
I'm sure that my presence wasn't really missed Saturday night with all the things that happened but Luke and I wanted some time alone since we've been pretty careful not to be alone since we started seriously seeing each other. Things got pretty intense. We stopped but I can't stop thinking about how you know when the time is right. What kind of cut off are you supposed to use? Because right now, I'm just confused. /End Private
I got a detention today. My first of the year and...surprise it was a dress code violation. |
| Sunday, October 18th, 2009 |
| 11:30 pm |
I'm feeling a lot better now. And not the better I thought I was but really wasn't.
This is kind of a blanket apology to anyone I said anything (or in the case of the kidnapped unicorn) did anything that was even odder than my usual standards of oddity, which are pretty odd. My fever seemingly had my head pretty messed up, either that or I'm allergic to the potion I got. Regardless my behaviour this weekend was erratic and I'm sorry. |
| Wednesday, October 14th, 2009 |
| 12:18 pm |
I feel like garbage today. Going to the nurse. 6th Year Hufflepuff girls, I'll be behind my curtains when I get back and I'll do everything I can not to infect you. |